Stuff Your Apology
This is how you should treat the people who demanded you suffer so they could feel safe
April 2020 was the biggest turning point of my life. It’s when I became aware that most of the people in my life were not at all who I thought they were. I tried to overlook their wagging fingers. I tried to ignore what they said. I tried to discuss what I knew. I wanted to believe that I wasn’t lying to myself about them. I dug deep into the kindness of my soul and prayed. Yet, I found only evil around me where I once thought there was only good. I knew that no matter what happened in the future, I would be facing a whole different reality. A reality where the people I called friends and family, saw me as not who I always had been, but as someone who they were told to hate and made to suffer, for their own protection. I went from the “go-to guy” for every problem and advice, to a government labelled murderer, for making the simple choice of thinking for myself and straying from the herd
From that point on, I was shutout, cast away, degraded, attacked, scolded, harassed, exiled, labelled and cancelled by people who took the words of dirty politicians over years of my counsel and intelligence
It has been more difficult than I expected to experience the betrayal at such a large scale, but I grow stronger with the knowledge that I am on the right side of history and protecting my family. I hold on to that feeling as each day passes on. I stand vindicated over the cowards and paranoids who wanted to see me suffer or worse
It is me who pulled Excalibur out of the stone
It is me who remains standing
It is my family and I who have walked the shadow of the valley of death
It is my family and I who are free
I am left with the thought of allowing those who wished me harm to seek my forgiveness for their actions and words
To those who seek a renewed connection, I say this
Your bed is made, and your attrition will forever be in vain
I will NEVER accept your apology
I KNOW who you really are
You are worthless to my life from this moment forward
Take care and Good luck… You’ll need it
Mark Bocij